I swear that I can see forever in your eyes... Paradise

I can't sleep because of I thinking so many many things.....
I wish me luck :))

Almost Paradise

I thought that dreams belonged to other men.
Cause each time I got close they'd fall apart again.
I feared my heart would feel in secrecy.
I faced the nights alone

Oh how could I have known
That all my life I only needed you?
Oh...
Almost paradise!
We're knocking on Heaven's door.
Almost paradise!
How could we ask for more?

I swear that I can see forever in your eyes...
Paradise...

It seems like perfect love's so hard to find.
I'd almost given up, you must've read my mind.
And all these dreams I saved for a rainy day,
They're finally coming true.

I'll share them all with you
Cause now we hold the future in our hands...
Oh...

Almost paradise!
We're knocking on Heaven's door.
Almost paradise!
How could we ask for more?

I swear that I can see forever in your eyes...
Paradise...

And in your arms salvation's not so far away
It's getting closer, closer every day!

Almost paradise!
We're knocking on Heaven's door.
Almost paradise!
How could we ask for more?

I swear that I can see forever in your eyes...
Paradise...
Paradise...
Paradise.

FRiDaY niGht

It's been a fantastic night.....

I look to you
after all my strength is gone
in you i can be strong
and when melodies are gone
in you i hear a song
I look to you

Nothing to do but lift my head !!!!!

Special thanks 4 my friends
I became fine


who i am ?
YOu know yOu love me
XOXO
Gossip boy
heh heh heh

KOU.SHIBASAKI

The lyrics of this song is very interesting.......

ラバソー～Lover soul　～
KOU.SHIBASAKI

I love this PV
also she is very cute hehe
xoxo :-)

I got to know my own strength

It's November !
I decide i picked my self back up surely:-D

---------------------------------

I didn't know my own strength
and I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I didn't crumble
I got through all the pain

I didn't know my own strength
My faith kept me alive

I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break

I didn't know my own strength
I was not built to break
No no,,

I got to know my own strength

---------------------------------

If

If you still love me,
No matter what happen , you will be continue love me = keep loving

You gave me so many many sadness,also you did not say any reason.....
you stayed away from me suddenly
WHY?

Why you contact me now?What you wants? What you thinking?
I have no idea.........

but YOU are in my heart forever,Its nothing gonna change.
even if we don't meet anymore.
you are just only you for me!

God only knows.......

I hope to see you again and think we need talk.....


i am really glad to received message from you:-)

1 year Anniversary ??

hahaha

I just received SMS from my ex-girl-friend.
She said to me:
"JUST GREAT YOU A HAPPY AND SAD 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY..."

hahaha:-)

I want to say her
HAPPY HALLOWEEN !
Where my chocolate???????
Meet'n treat !!

Just murmur :-D

1, Although there was some sad things till September in this year,
my life remained the almost same..........

2, All things of my life owes its current situation
to my family and precious friends.

3, I really appreciate that all of assistance my family and friends can give :-)

I want to say THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!!!

It's October, wow!

Don't worry about tomorrow

Don't worry about tomorrow.
for tomorrow will worry about itself.
Each day has enough trouble it's own.

MATTHEW:Chapter 6,34

I hope better tomorrow than today always:-)

Til my DREAM come true

The night is dark and lonelier than it seems
But don't lose hold of your dream
It's not outrageous
if you are courageous
You can,Yes you can make it

And if you fail again today
Try again tomorrow
It will make your stronger
(Can not be broken)
If you believe in yourself
You'll find the answer

Keep your faith
Til DREAM come true

I CAN MAKE IT
Surely :-)

I LOVE S'PORE

I don't like cities
but I LOVE SINGAPORE
Other places make me feel like a dark
*boreing
Tokyo is for people who like money and hard working
Paris and New York and Milan baby you can keep hahaha~ ^
Other cities always make me mad
and other places always make me sad
No other city ever made me GLAD :-)
Except SINGAPORE

I LOVE SINGAPORE
LOVE SINGAPORE

Yeah !!!!!!!!!!

DESTINY

人間がある大きな壁にぶつかった時、
その壁から逃げず、
自分にできる目の前にあることを
つぶすことに専念する。

大きな流れを信じる
「人間万事塞翁が馬」
人間の人生は
良い時も、悪いときも表裏一体。

準備、準備、準備、
徹底的に準備をする習慣を身につける。
準備なくして成功なし。

ピンチを楽しむ度胸。

夢と希望

なんとかなるさっ。
昨日より絶対いい明日がある。




つめたくされて
いつかは　みかえすつもりだった

それからどこへ行くにも
着飾ってたのに

どうしてなの
今日に限って
安いサンダルはいてた

今日わかった
悲しいこと
結ばれぬ
悲しいDESITINY


I am extremely thankful to everything for my DESTINY.....

True

I love this song :-D
Such a beautiful song !
absolutely good


So true
funny how it seems
always in time, but never in line for dreams
head over heels,when toe to toe
this is the sound of my soul
this is the sound
I bought a ticket to the world
but now I've come back again
why do I find it hard to write the next line
when I want the truth to be said
I know this much is true
With a thrill in my head an a pill on my tongue
dissolve the nerves that have just begun
listening to Marvin all night long
this is the sound of my soul
this is the sound
always slipping from my hands
sand's a time of t's own
take your seaside arms and write the next line
oh I want the truth to be said

JB

I've been JB(Johor Barlu) with my friend today :-)
I really think Malaysia is everything cheaper than Singapore..
I spent money only around 100RM !
I did Refleksologi Dan Urut Traditional Thai(Relaxation Massage of Thai style)
It's been very comfortable and price is cheap
and also I did some shoping and dinner..

JB is not CLEAN city,
There is no meter in Taxi :-)hahaha:-)
but everything are cheap price:-)
It's very nice !
Cheap Cheaper Cheapest

I little bit surprised that
Buskin Robins and Hagen duts ice cream was expensive.
one cup is over 10RM ! I did't bought it.
because Soft cream of M'cdonarlds was cheap(1RM !)

I really hope to going JB again soon.....

JB is very near from Singapore!

Japanese TV CM

WOW ^ ^

It's been a very very longtime I watched Japanese TV CM

Very FUNNY :-D

This TV CM saids;
The price of Japan - Singapore is
29000 JPY (not includes Tax & other charges)
I guess maybe correct price is over 40000 JPY= over 600 SGD

Actually, Its expensive than Singapore.....
because in here,the most cheapest price for Tokyo is
around 500 SGD(All other charges includes)

but,Its American carrier.....

If correct price were 29000 JPY,
It's amazing price !!!!!

DON'T BE CHEAT THIS TV CM :-D
hehehehe lol

Can't sleep

I can't sleep tonight.....

I think and I guess so many things,
Whether is not normal recently,
mostly cloudy and sometimes raining..
My throat pained last week,but i recovered it now.
muh...Its not normal.

I got a call from my friend of Indonesia today.
she worried about FLU .
she said to me;
"I am very scared....."
I replied to her;
"You don't need scare it"

I really hope she will come here soon.
but i don't know she can come here or not..

I am boring.....
I am lonely......
and
very painful in my heart.......



I can't stop thinking of the future

July already !

It's July already

My life is not change,
but i never give up until last.
The life is Singapore like a dream,
so i hope never stop.....
I really like here,
and also I like my friends,I really appreciate all of around me;-)

WOW,
I only pray day by day,I don't have many times anymore.

I could experience HEAVEN & HELL in Singapore[

Starting today,
I must pick myself up,dust myself off,and begin again the challenge of remaking me !

YES I CAN :-)

The Night of Singapore River

I've been in Robertson Quay tonight.
"Singapore River Festival" took place until today.http://www.visitsingapore.com/srf09/main.html
Tonight was last night.

















Its so many event along the Singapore river.
Many people coming there tonight.
It was not hot tonight,its windy and comfortable.
Its so nice the night in side of the Singapore river.
Illumination was so pretty ;-D


fortunately I could see fireworks!
I was VERY lucky!!!!! lol
















There are many COOL restaurants and bar around Robertson Quay.
I like this area and I want to live here,
but the price of condo is very very expensive for me..... T T
If i could get many money, i will live there hahahha :-)













Alkaf bridge(near of Robertson Quay) is colourful..


My Indonesian friend will coming next week,
Probably,I will bring her this area.

I cant wait her coming lol.....

THE KING OF POP

Michael died.I never expected this.

I had seen his live concert in Tokyo over 10years ago.
"MOON WALK" was his legend.
The video clip of "Thriller" was excellent.
I've seen it many time when i was secondary-school student.
His Album "BAD"
everyone loved that Album

He is REALLY the
KING OF POP !
Even though he died,he keep being in our heart.....



She Said I Have To Go Home
'Cause I'm Real Tired You See
But I Hate Sleepin' Alone
Why Don't You Come With Me
I Said My Baby's At Home
She's Probably Worried Tonight
I Didn't Call On The Phone To
Say That I'm Alright

Diana Walked Up To Me,
She Said I'm All Yours Tonight
At That I Ran To The Phone
Sayin' Baby I'm Alright
I Said But Unlock The Door,
Because I Forgot The Key,
She Said He's Not Coming Back
Because He's Sleeping With Me
Dirty Diana, Nah



You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone...


THE KING OF POP FOREVER !!!!!!!!!!

Gratitude

It was VERY VERY happy ^ ^/
My mama sent me many many food and snack for me from Japan.
I received it on today!!

WOW !!!!!
I don't starvation.....
I will never hungry.
I ate so many it, so it was fullness in my stomach
and also my heart is full of gratitude^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^

I really want to say SPECIAL THANKS to my mama.

These are so many, so i pass it to my owner of my room and neighbors.
I think they will be happy like me ! lol
hehehe

Thanks a lot mama !!!!!

It was so many things today.....

Wow !
It was so many things today !!

The first things ,
Tire of bicycle was punctured,
so i walked with bicycle over 1hours.
It was HOT like a crazy.....

Second things ,
I helped moving of my friend,
I carried a washing machine and refrigerator out of the room,
My profit is only dinner but I have a feeling of fullness.....

Third things ,
I talked with my mother long times.

Forth things ,
I've met with Vietnamese friend,
her name is Hong.
she gave me her phone number of Vietnam

and the other small things too.....

Oh!
Its 1 o'clock

I hope tomorrow is quiet and slow day.....
Really hoping so

hu.....

Air Asia

My first time experience!
I' ve on board on Air Asia aircraft !
KUL-SIN

Fright atendant is cute red costume.
seat is really comfortable
The symbol color of Air Asia is red,
BUT
I get on the Blue Aircraft.....











I was thinking very rare experience
hehehe:-)

Suits and Sandals

i don't like this style.

Many womens are like this styles also Malaysia .....
i looking this style so many many in Singapore
Its normal style in south Asia countries.
I think that they should take high heels or panps.
Its more beautiful and sexy.

But,
My common sense is absurd for south Asia womens(no common sense) ?????




Foot wear is very important !

スーツを着ているときぐらい、
暑いのを我慢して、いい靴履かないと
せっかくのスーツもかわいそう、、、、、。

私の常識、
South Asiaお姉様達の非常識 ?????
hahahaha ;-D

I'm in Malaysia !

My first time experience!
here in Malaysia !










I ve came here by Singapore's SBS transit local bus service
(SIN-JB:Johor Barl Malaysia)+ Luxualy bus(JB-Malacca) on 16 June.
Fare was about 2SGD (Ez Link card)+ 19MYR.

Many womens covered with head by beautiful stole.










Malacca is historical city. but quite small city (town)...
time seems be like a stop.....



I'm in KL(Kuala Lumpur) now.
I thought that here in KL resemble with Hong Kong.
its means that Rich side and Poor side are mixed.
I took dinner with my　Chinese　friend,
so It was very funny,
My friend can speak Japanese,but can not speak english
his wife can not speak Japanese,
but she can speak Mandarin+Cantonese+Malay+English
so we needs three language,these are Mandarin and English and Japanese.
I've really thought can speak mandarin.Hopefully :-)

The rich side in KL is very beautiful and COOL
Especially KLCC PETORONAS TWIN TOWER was absolutely beautiful !!!!!

Can I believe? Yes I can!

I pray to the goddess of Singapore.
Please smile for me !

　最近ここで生きる意味について考えています。
いままで人生の中で自分と向き合ってきたんだろうか、
向き合うことから逃げてきたのかどうなのか。
思えばここに来れた事の経緯もLUCKYの一言でした。
人生というものは苦労しなかった分だけ必ず苦労するように
なってるんだと思います。何回もハードルを乗り越え、
乗り越えた分だけ成長して逞しくなるということは本当だと思います。
LUCKYでそのまま逃げ切るケースも当然あるわけで、それはそれで
否定する気もありません。私の場合は今までがまさにそうで、
逃げ切ってというより、自分の思いどうりにする為に力技を駆使して
転ばずに走ってました。

　信じる能力をいつも持っている人間はタフだと思います。
他人を信じることは色々な人間をみる目と経験、嗅覚が必要だと思いますが、
自分を信じることは意外にも簡単ではないと最近思います。
自分を信じて信じ続けることができれば
色んな意味で怖いものがなくなるような気がします。
願望や希望は「できる」って思った時点で既にできている。
要するに「思い」なんだと思います。
「思い」は信じる能力
それが熱意に繋がるんだと思います。
熱意って外国人にも絶対通じるし、熱意のパワーは凄まじいと
つくずく思います。

Singaporeの女神様は
きっと私に笑ってくれる！
いままでの全てはそうなるようにしくんでてくれてたんだ

そういって、全ての苦労？を笑って話せる日がきっと来る。
hahahahahahaha
自分を信じよう。
Yes I can ;-D

明日からマレーシアに行きます。
沢木耕太郎の深夜特急でも読みながらBusで、、、、、。

Beautiful Day

It was a really surprise.

I was cheered up and prayed from Tina san.
she living same flat of me.
I met and talked with her
its been a long times from last time

I really hope i stay here more and more.

I need to clear some problems of me,
i can do it,i will do it.
i believe to beautiful tomorrow always










It was BEAUTIFUL DAY
I had a feeling something excellent will happen.....
I will be able to believe so.

Beautiful Day will change Excellent Day
Sure

AI-Story

This song is very good song.

AI is Japanese R&B singer.
when i listened this song,
i could't help remember my several experiences the past.
but,
i have a feeling everything was sweet and excellent experiences.
and i think i can do my best from tomorrow.....
hehehe


自分だけのStory
　作りながら生きてくの
It lives while making only own story.

だから、ずっと、ずっと
　あきらめないで、、、、、。
So,please never give it up,,,,,

I CAN DO !
I WILL DO !!

I NEVER GIVE UP !!!!!

You are not alone

SINGHA

I drunk SINGHA beer today.
Its been a longtime from last time.
I like Carlsberg than SINGHA.
SINGHA is a beer of Thailand.
when i go to Thailand restaurant, i usually drink it.
I think SINGHA is not strong for me.
BINTANG(beer of Indonesia) is better

too much drinking not good for health.....
but i like drink sometimes.
Kir is really good for me
(cf:kir is white wine + cassis creme )

The life is unpredictable,
so i just have to take good care and take it as it comes.....

I always believing excellent my future of life !
hehehe

I wanna drink beer of Japanese
"YEBISU"
I love it !

Exquisite !!

Latest model Apple "iPhone 3G S" will on sale soon.
VERY EXQUISITE !!

I thought its good voice control and auto focus of camera


I like white color of iPhone.
but my phone is "NOKIA E51" ;-D
(cf: color is Rose steel←i REALLY loving this color !!)

I think that iPhone is good for me as my 2nd phone...
because i don't have iPod, so its better iPhone than iPod-touch
iPhone is very interesting gadget,
its means mobile internet device plus phone,
Lap top also can phone-call by skype,
but lap top usually using for Chat(Yahoo! Messenger)
I don't like do to chat by cellphone,i check Facebook by cellphone sometimes.

I want to buy iPhone 3G S !!
but unfortunately i don't have enough money.. T T
Its very very expensive for me.

I love Nokia,
so i am also interest in "Nokia 5800" !




I wonder if i can buy which one.....

Windy.....

Read Bridge
Originally uploaded by Kazumi_STAND BY ME !_Kazumi

Its windy recently.

It seems be sometimes storm ,
hair become untidy and garbages also.

i like breeze and i have a feeling comfortable.

Strong wind is gets on my nerves
hehehe :-)

I hope that coming excellent wind for me !
I believing like that.....

Clarke quay

It was FINE today !
but extremely HOT.....

I went Liang court to buy a book,
and then I bought some japanese book at Kinokuniya book store.
after i bought a book, i ve gone Clarke quay.
it was longtime since february last time...

This area is very clear and sophisticated.
so I like there


















There is not local of singapore but really appropriate CLEAN CITY.
hahaha :-)
→local of singapore means noisy and lively.....hehe

I think Clarke quay is better the night than daytime,
because Singapore river is very very nostalgique.

I want to go there again
ofcourse
the night time.....

WoW !! Angie is the World's Most Powerful Celebrities

What a amazing !

I think that Angie is the most beautiful woman in the world..
I really think so.
SURE !
She is not only beautiful but also her mind(spilit) is SUPER !!

Forbes said
" She's rich. She's talented. She's beautiful. And now Angelina Jolie is the most powerful celebrity in the world. "

I like her movie " Mr and Mrs Smith "
I could never get tired of this movie, hehehe..
She is strong woman as well as this movie
always .....
I believe her real life is very strong too.

Her next movie is " Salt "
I cant wait watch it!!!!!





My cellphone's theme is always Angie
She keep stay with me always!!!!!

Better luck next time ;-D

I went to new agent today.
and i got a good news for me.

I have a feeling something better luck.
I need to prepare to success,
and also i thought i would be hard challenge.
Maybe i have to try and try.
and maybe i should prepare more and more.

I will send my CV and apply to new company on tomorrow.
I dont understand why can not pass interview last time .

I thought i dont have enough passion.....
so I need to more passion to pass the interview.
Its difficult for me,
but No matter what i will pass the interview.
Worrying about it won't solve anything,
I believe that my hard work will eventually pay off.....

Better luck next time
I WILL DO IT !!!!!

Never Give Up !!

I conuldn't say anything
and i dont have word.

I have to pass the interview.

My mam & sister said me
"Never give up till the last !!"
I can't afford to enjoying everything now.

It was raining early in this morning
but it stopped and it became fine
Its very clear weather now

I have a feeling something GOOD will happen ;-D

何かいいことが
起こりそうな
予感がする、、、、、。

I believe it !!!!!